I apologise.

I apologise to you...my past,
not knowing truth for what it is...
I apologise for holding on...
for letting hope control my heart...
I apologise for not speaking out,
for not letting this pain inside me free...

I'm sorry for letting you go..
And sorry that I just don't give up
but I love you still, I hope you know

I apologise for not being;
what you asked me to be...
I apologise for not holding on to you stronger
when you backed away from me
I apologise for not asking questions
because you asked me not to try...

I'm sorry for never being brave
I tried the hardest I could...
but you were too far away to save...

And I hope you know that
although you walked away from me
I'll be the one my heart will blame

So here is my late goodbye
just ignore the tears that fall...
even though my heart burns and I cry

I apologise that I will have moments
When I think of us at our best
and when you read all these, please know...
It's just the end that I regret....

Rain, rain go away.

In the night;
with the candle still burning bright;
I lay all alone, with no one else in sight...

With the rains still pouring hard;
It felt as though the whole world was crying for me.

You were gone...but how I wish I could be with you now;
Can someone help me reach you? I just don't know how...

In the day, thinking of you makes me weep;
while the nights have just stolen my sleep!

while you said goodbye and took your final breath;
It was me...who died a silent death...

And as the one tear fell of me;
It blew off the mystic shapes of the candle flame.

I don't have anythin else to say...
Rain rain go away...Rain rain go away.

Broken Glass

The smoke's got my life all dazy;
Another cigarette lit, another minute lost...
And as the cigarette disappears, so will I...

6 months later, its all just the same...
Tired of convincin you, tired of this pain...
Just haven't seen sunshine...life just seems so empty

Tired of banging that glass on the table;
Wishing I could let the broken glass shred my heart
Coz you seem to have stained my heart;

My heart forces me to take ownership
of this life I refuse...
Guess Its time I leave...to destination unknown

And yet I wish I could blame you for all of this...
Sadly there is nothing evil in what you have done...

Except leaving me behind....

Incomplete!

In my school's campus
where childhood love blooms
I met this beautiful girl
Oh how happy I was...

And as i spoke to her
My lips trembled so...
And as we finally fell in love...
I cried while kissing her...

Now she's gone and I wish I could see her
To ask her if she still loves me
And tell her that my heart aches!
coz life without her...

seems so incomplete!